° Riverknows °

good, now i’m moving to boqinana.com

would it be much nicer by adding a word “account suspended” than only showing this suspicious sentence “Sorry, this store does not exist.”?!

good! now i have all these emails need to reply, to explain. give me a rest!!!

but ppl that in need of VB don’t give it a shit, they contact me immediately and promise to finish future transactions under the table.

what a mess.

几年前首次被封是因为不得使用shabby chic一词，那次被封倒的店该有一大片了，因它已成商标来的。这次则是VB布动不得。之前已被老客户提醒过，叫我隐晦点，偷偷搞。无奈我一向大意，何况此次树大招风，VB自己官网都还没上的新布，却被我提前一季节搞到，哇哈哈，谁叫你选中国生产，肯定气死它了。也好，目前我都忙死，权当有假可放。

另我个人觉得，只要不交易假冒伪劣产品，就是自由合法，何况有商标的产品即代表相关品质保障。我完全搞不懂游戏规则，比如Robert Kaufman、Michael Miller、Cath Kidston等就可以，这些面料大牌多了。或不如预先将红灯商标列张清单好吧？不要搞到卖家触礁再封。我不知是否正版品牌货都不能买卖，莫非只可交易无印良品？对于质量我算很谨慎，有良心在做，稍逊的产品宁愿自己消化或当赠品也好。照这规则，淘宝大多数店家拿到国际上完全不要存活。我猜测ebay根本夹在中间做人，品牌不爽了通知它怎样它就相应怎样，不然被告多麻烦。有些状况可能ebay也无法预知，商业游戏规则是在不断演化中的。

我干脆把怒气发泄到底吧。自ebay全力保障买家利益以来，我收到多个差评，全来自于购物AU$10（包括邮费哦）以下的买家。他们的共性是草率仓促留差评，声称没收到货，而最夸张一起是在半小时后收到货了。作为卖家我却无从改变负面形象，唯一可做就是将小人直接拉入黑名单。paypal也开始糟糕，比如两次美国USPS网上已被证明有买家的签收记录，却照判我退还货款。几次申明都被当了空气。如今我已修炼成只要AU$50以内，您想扣想退随您便，不随也没辙啊，您自动会扣么，除非我有骨气不做生意了吧。我阿Q了当给小费，没能耐同垄断折腾，咱么大方就是如此训练出的。

it works as well as headband or belt.

a niche between appetite and design.

依稀记得当时输入的关键词是“城市、孤独、恐慌”之类（后来才知道这些词与RK完全没有关系）…… 而4年之后，再过5年，大家的世界已经完全不同。

i admit this self-pity thing won’t take too long. but before stop feeling sorry for myself, a few question marks need to be removed, or, replaced by exclamation marks! as remembered (in one Seinfeld episode) Elaine’s bf’s failure to use an exclamation mark while herself overuses it everywhere in editorials! well, some ppl in this world just don’t happen to like exclamation mark, what can you do! another obvious viewpoint comes from a “poise” article: “See ppl from the side. The shape of insecure ppl look like a question mark. The shape of self-assured ppl look like an exclamation mark (unless tensed).”

then i finally got time to sit back, relax and watch Sex and the City, TBH, it comes right on time.

where the hell have you been all these years when i’m struggling with identity alone in this unacquainted city?! i should have walked away years ago when you lied about quitting smoking, or, i should have left even earlier when you lied about other things – that you’d like to call “tiny little things”. signs are everywhere but guess what? we are blind! so, do you really wanna me to believe “once a cheater, always a cheater”? and you know what would make a fatal betrayal? it is a betrayal of faith/trust that i could never forgive – YOU.

算来起码十个多月没做新手工！谁让我一次只能处理一件事呢~
不过累积涂画草稿，很多想法等待去实现，体力追不上脑力啊~
今次材质换作silk satin，相比棉布会更轻盈~更夏天~更女性~
暑天烤边不亦乐乎，我的蜡烛们总算派用场啦~
休息一下，同款发夹、项链后续再制~

哦想起来了，最近Carloe给了我不少触动！
努力刻橡皮章子、参加市集、弄了英文blog，还有学开车。
鲜少再听见她对环境的抱怨。成熟的孩子！

喜欢独立高效作业。生活、工作，甚至居家整理等琐事。还有感情。
独立的感情？是的。只是多年来不承认这道理。合则聚，不合则散。
直等散场非常晚点。“一直低，低到尘土里，然后，从尘土里开出花来。”
男人看不见花。具象的男人，要被高等生物取代并淘汰的男人。

感情非常要得与看重，对宇宙自然、花鸟鱼虫，物的创造演变。
比感情低一等的爱情让面容柔和有光。肾上腺素对创作有助益。
怎样由混乱辟出秩序，即使一丝透明线能令我与宇宙重新关联，那就是欢欣！

时而勤奋，时而懒散，
冲着一个模糊的信念奔去。
从此乖张生活，
是安抚每日喜怒哀乐的良方。